Love Capsule: How it feels to be an actor’s mistress – Times of India

When I see couples walking down the street, I get jealous about the life I couldn’t have. Showing off my relationship and proudly showing off my partner to others is something I could never think of because of my choices. I let myself drown so much in sweet pleasures that I had no idea how hard it was going to be for me.

My choice of having a mistress. And not just any mistress. I was a doll to an actor.

Due to many scams and news, I can never reveal his name to anyone. He is famous, flamboyant and very charming. He is to some extent a big name among the stars and I became his assistant when I started working on the sets. Life was so exciting – the shooting, the movies, the parties, everything was so fancy that it pulled me in. That smile dragged me into the world of movies, parties, controversies and in the end… it hurt.

When he first laid his eyes on me, I was frozen. As the days went by, we started laughing and talking whenever I helped him with his work. I had no idea how close we had become to each other. One day, in the vanity van, I slipped and saw him extending his hand to me. in the most romantic Bollywood Shelly, then he kissed me and I melted right there in his arms. I was magically attracted to him.

We used to steal kisses here and there and at night, whenever we were alone, I would have a blast. His always so charming personality made me fall in love with him. I wanted to tell my friends earlier but he…refused me. He asked me not to utter a word about it as we would be in the limelight and he would find the right time to introduce me. That day never came. But the day also came when I came to know from the news that he was recently seen on a date with another actress.

Soon we had a conversation and he revealed that he had to do such a show. We continued with our exciting business where we forget about the world and only see each other. This fairy tale didn’t last long because one day he told me how I would never be able to fit into his world and his family would never accept me. But he also mentioned that he would prefer to be only with me behind closed doors. It only meant one thing, I would be his forever, but only behind closed doors.

I voluntarily chose to be a mistress. Sex with her was not only mind blowing but completely out of the world. I would see paparazzi photos of him with others, but would have to be content with being with him most nights. I couldn’t imagine not being with him. Despite knowing that it would only make me weak, I moved on. It’s been two years and I haven’t been in a proper relationship. We secretly meet in his apartment or hotel room. But that time makes me happy. So I’m holding onto that for now.

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