Relationship, Even though we had sex occasionally, we were never really attracted to each other. We were only a married couple who were present in a house.
I never really fell in love with my husband but anyone else. And there is a twist in this story. I never really liked my husband. His personality is dull and dull. He’s just boring and doesn’t do anything exciting. We only went on our honeymoon and after that we did not go on any such trip. To be honest, his retarded personality despises me. He is immersed in his work and is always at home; His work does not require him to go to the office so he rests at home. It is frustrating to see him in the room every minute of the day. He just sits and works and even eats in front of the laptop! He is lazy and lethargic. The only thing he likes is being locked in the house. We tried to talk about this; I gave him so many hints that we should go on a date together. but to no avail.
But there is someone else whom my eyes look for every time I step out of my room. My
brother-in-law, He is very handsome, young and fit. His personality is astonishingly perfect and the exact opposite of that of his elder brother. I sometimes wonder how there is such a deep difference between these two brothers. My
Husband’s younger brother Ambitious, confident and very social. He loves to go out and often plans trips to adventurous places with his friends. Whenever he goes to work, he wears a crisp shirt and looks so sharp, that I once caught myself grooving! I cannot deny; My
Brother-in-law Very attractive.
When you have a husband who is so lethargic and doesn’t give you any attention, your attention immediately shifts to someone who can give you butterflies. And so, slowly I fell for myself
Husband’s younger brother, He was everything I wanted in a man. Our personalities matched perfectly. He laughs with me, jokes and even teases my husband about taking me on a trip.
Soon, Karva Chauth drew near and in my heart, I knew that I only have feelings for this man and not for my husband. So this Karva Chauth, I did the unimaginable. I fasted for the whole day and when it came time for me to break the fast, I lied that I accidentally got something in my eye. I avoided looking at my husband’s face and looked tactfully at mine
Husband’s younger brother, It was his face that I saw for the first time after seeing the moon! Although no one had realized this much, I was still very happy. Maybe it was a baseless game I was playing but at least I was happy. I believe this was the first step towards realizing that my feelings for my brother-in-law are true. And I must finally do something about it. And I was quite happy with this realization because it revealed my true feelings to itself.
Now, I just needed to figure out a way to make my imagination work. Be it divorce, separation or affair, I am ready to take this decision as I am only sick with my husband.
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